Emotion
I've felt very emotional lately...no surprise since pregnancy brings the worst of it out and I am pretty emotional for the most part anyway! I have so enjoyed being here in AZ with my family but am missing Virginia Home mainly Mike more that I thought...I knew I would miss him but we've not been here for even a month yet and it feels like it's been months without him already! I've felt anger and jealousy and pain, sorrow and joy so intensly lately...anger not so much as the others...more like irritation...it's challenging being with kids 24/7...but rewarding too...ya know! Jealousy because my hubby is taking advantage and rightfully so of his freedom without wife and kids...but I know he misses us and still has to work. Pain cuz I really hurt my hand the other day...wacked it hard on the counter...haven't hurt myself or cried like I did in ages....and sorrow and joy at the same time because my friend Holly Baxter died today...after a courageous battle with cancer. I ache for the loss we feel but Joyful because she had so much faith and is in a place where she is free from the pains her earthly body gave her...and I marveled and grew from her testimony of the Savior Jesus Christ and know she is doing some amazing stuff where she is now...and she said she'd save me a spot in Heaven! I will miss her and am just so sad for her young children losing mom...and for her husband...I pray for them that they will have the comfort, strength and peace at this time. Sad as well that I'll be missing her funeral...I asked her to hold out till I got back...we both knew it wouldn't happen...I'll miss you Holly! More Joy as well due to an ultrasound that let us peek at our baby and find out it's ANOTHER GIRL!!!...I am so thankful my daughters...how precious it is to be raising future mothers...I hope I can be a stronger example to them and hope they know how deep my love is for them...and thankful for my eternal companion ( I love and miss you) .... we do an amazing job in creating some beautiful girls!
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6 comments:
have I told you lately that I love you my friend? We will be in SJ for the 24th, AND we are here in the local if you want to visit.... :)
So sorry to hear about your friend. Congrats on a another sweet little girl. You guy make beautiful girls :) Hope you can continue to enjoy your stay.
What a summer:)! We miss you girls here. Geneva asks me every day if you are back yet. I already told her not until September but she doesn't believe me. One of these days we really need to catch up:). In the mean time, congrats on finding out a beautiful little daughter is growing inside you! I have to say I'm a little jealous still too. Enjoy your summer and the dry heat of AZ. If you come across some real green chilies eat some for me! Love ya' Rebekah & Family
Yeah for little girls. I hope that you enjoy AZ even without Mickey. Ready for your promised visit as soon as this baby gets here!
Hey I have missed your vist so far! I am just doing the summer sahm thing. We need to see each other if you would like. Pool date?
Hi how are you? I miss youguys so much. I hope you are doing well. Sorry about being emotional.
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