DAY 35

I lost a little bit of self-control today. Not fun...I wonder in that moment if I thought giving into my cravings would make things better. It didn't...I had a lightbulb moment...and next time I feel the way I did today that all my woes will go away with a bite of chocolate and peanut butter I'll think of today and that they didn't go away and I hated how I felt even worse than before I ate it...because I chose to not take control...I control my destiny and whether I fail or succeed will be all up to me!

I made it to church on time...even losing an hour to daylight savings SPRING FORWARD. I wanted to get my interview with the Stake Presidency for my temple recommend but with 5 kids and a long wait...I gave up...and I that has a lot to do with the above paragraph too...I was really irritated that it wasn't so easy to get and that nobody felt the need to just let me go ahead of them...but really...there is no one to fault...I just can't do this all on my own...motherhood...the single mothers have all my love and respect...I think I would truly go crazy.

well, I need to take advantage of a nap. ttyl!