DAY 26

It's 7:11pm...I weighed 7lbs 11oz at birth! Anyway, it may as well be bedtime...I am ready to call it a day! I woke up at 6am and was UP...so I got my workout in Booty Sculpt + Abs and boy it felt great to get it done! I started workin like crazy too...didn't pause except to feed the baby and eat...but once Abbey came to bring her kids and visit for a bit I slowed down. It feels great to see my efforts are making a dent now...both in working out and in packing.

I had a really rough moment not too long ago...I was beside myself...I was cleaning up Christie from dinner and she was a MESS...I got her laid on the floor and noticed she was poopy...but since Lexi had been crying for a long time I picked her up to calm her and went upstairs to grab pj's for Christie....in that little bit of time Christie had pooped more and had poop on her fingers and face...like she decided for the first time in her LIFE to put her hands in her diaper. So I put a screaming Lexi back down and had to get Christie a quick bath....all was bearable up until I decided to use the washcloth to wipe Christie's teeth incase she got poop in her mouth ... stupid me...she bit down on my left index finger like a ravage dog and wouldn't unleash...the harder I tired the harder she bit down ... I think I actually yanked my finger out...and I hurried got her out of the tub and laid her down near Lexi who was screaming and walked away. I am sure that was a blessing poured out on my children...I walked away! I am tearing up just thinking of it...hurt like nothing I ever felt before...I almost lost a digit. I called Mike but he didn't answer...and I called my mom...thankfully she answered and I was able to release my hurt and anger and she talked me thru what to do...seriously needed that at the moment. Now all is well...and I am just extremely tired. sooo...with a wounded finger and a sad, tired and lonely soul...I am off to bed:(