Sick and Tired

I don't know why I torture myself...my body can't handle consistent late nights and less than 6 hours of sleep...I am getting more anxious for Florida...however, with both Mike and I looking forward to sleeping in...who's gonna watch the kids??? I'm gonna need another vacation without them!
Anyway, I am trying to outrun my stinking sinus whatever it is...but it's catching up to me...my late nights awake aren't helping much.
I have no good excuse for being up, just like the quietness and the freedom to do whatever I want without interruptions. AHHH...
This time of year gets me full of anxiety...it always catches me off guard...it shouldn't...it's not like the date randomly changes...it's always going to be Dec.25....so why do I not have the little ornaments for my friends made? Why not this or that...there will alway's be something...and I just told a friend today...I'll have it together once the kids are grown and gone away...but I know there'll be something else...oh well, I know I'll add some type of organization goal to my New Years list...along with losing weight...I long for the day they won't ever be on my list!
Anyway, I enjoy chit chatin on the blog...gets me tired and it spits out the things that have crowded my head as of late.
I really enjoyed my children today! It was a good day and I handled a situation today without losing it...and I am pleased!
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