It's late and I should be going to bed nows..but I am in need of some down time. Kids are in bed and that 's nice.
Church was good today...I always like testimony meetings. I didn't share mine today but did some reflecting. I do have a testimony of the gospel...even though it's all I 've known and been taught since I can remember, I did have my own conversion and am thankful for a loving Savior and Heavenly Father. I know I am a daughter of God and He loves me. I just need to try harder to remember that more often...especially in moments where my patience is slim to none. I also need His help in guiding me as a mother and wife. There are too many times where I just want to throw in the towel, but I wouldn't want anyone else in my place...I have a great life and even though I do have my shares of trouble, disappointment and sorrow I wouldn't want to trade it for any other life. I have such beautiful girls and they give me such joy!
I have to learn to be more thoughtful and childlike.
There is an older man in our ward who told me several times today how he and my hubby belong to a special club. I said "OH YA, What club is that?" and he said it was that I did good! I wasn't quite sure what that meant but then he followed by letting me know how beautiful all my girls are! So yep...I do good!! I should give Mike some credit in that department...but I did most of the work!
Well, I am tired. I am not sure if anything I say is even understandable, but I'll edit later!